I've been sick lately.From sore throat, coughing, flu and fever. I was working on thursday after rushing back from school. I thought I was well enough to work already. But then, I cant stop coughing and sneezing. It's very tiring. When I cough damn hard, the stomach hurts also. My friends said maybe because I was lack of sleep or always exhausted. true also.
I was suppose to finish work at 11 but then it extended to 12 as we were late doing the closing thing. Then, there was a test print. I was excited. Free wayang pe. Sape taknak.Haha. We watch Christmas Carol. Jim carrey. Unfortunately, me and zyeza were sleeping halfway. My advice, dont watch. Crap sak. It finish at 2. We have a free taxi to go back. We waited like 3.30 for the taxi. Haiyo. I keep saying whether i should go school or not at 9.I only left 4 hours sia to sleep. Somemore zyeza ask me to take mc since i was sick.
But then, reach home. I changed my mind for the sake of the bloody school attendance since i was so lazy to see the doctor. And after sch, I wanted to visit Arina at ttsh at 2 plus. But i was told she has discharged at 12. Haiya. haha.But it was a good thing that nothing serious happen to her. I was worried when she said she has a kidney problem. Scarry sia. Thank god, it was over. Have a good rest, bff.Love you :)
So i headed to mc civic to eat and chill with some friends. Later on, fetch aleeya and went back home. I have dinner at banquet with family. I was craving for chicken porridge.Then, go back home, I was shivering non stop and my temperature rise up. Mom quickly gave me several of pills. I wanted to laugh at the same time. As if i was taking drugs. haha. Went to sleep peacefully.
And now, I just woke up from sleep. I feel much better but the cough and flu is still on.grrrr. I have to work at 2 later. I dont want to take mc. Malas. Hopefully this penyakit shut off soon. Till here.
10:23 AM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I try to be a happy person no matter what i'm dealing with but no matter how hard i try, things are still the same.I hate november.I hate this month.It gives me stress,pain,upsets,loneliness and of course,boredom itself.I hate the jus go with the flow.I tend to be on that place but my mind is somewhere else.I miss the person who is always beside me and loves me the most.Now its nothing.I feel empty.I miss having real fun.I miss my past. And on top of all, i hate going to school.
7:20 PM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
I just came back home from work.Damn tireed. 9 hours at school and 5 hours at work.Just now work was fun lagi2 with shifa and azyeza's existence.Unfortunately,I had sorethroat.freaking pain.I lost my voice.Suare da mcm minah rocker.Imagine when I was serving the customer and I have to keep repeat myself because of too much customers',"haa??what,come again?Sorry??".haiyo.prangai uh.Tomorrow,working again.*sighs*Tekak dalah perit gile bab.=(
And then jus now school,Stress sia.I feel like got tons of works to do.buat ni lah,buat tula.macam2 project je yg datang.Kan bagos datang sekola,cikgu ajar,kite blaja tros exam je kan senang??nak project2 la apela,menyusahkn org uh.Seriously uh,pasal project uh I don have enough sleep.Then cikgu bising sak mulot.mcm mintak kene squash tape.membebeeeel aje!
While teacher membebel tak suda in class,I had my personal talk with Shifa.It is very personal so i cant say it here.I felt happy and mixture of sad sharing her my cerite and she's started to cry because she never see me being really truthfully happy in my life and also kutok aku lepas tu.She said I was one bloody damn stupid girl.-___________-
And now i can't wait for this month pay.I need new specs n contact lens.I cant see during work or schling.Vision blur.I have to squeeze my eyes.*sigh*.How i wish everyday,$1000 goes inside my account.No need to work anymore.hahaha. I hate to ask my parents for money,for my expenses even for my sch allowance.They asked qns and such.It's very annoying.I'll get very upset sometimes.I noe it's their money not mine.Then,i'm still their child what.I havent reach 21 or 23 yet where i can be independent myself.Sometimes they think we all like grown ups already like bangse kerje gaji besar2.-_- Nowdays,mom been talking and answering me angrily.I donno why sia.I felt hurt sometimes. Like tny baek2 pon,bole nak marah2.wth sia.Bbl mcm nak gado.Bbl mcm dgn kwn.Come on uh,i'm your daughter sey.*sigh* may as well i don talk rite.
I get letter from school regarding my attendance.Crap sak.buknnye 50% and below.Suey uh.Sch geting irritating and damn annoying.Sucking ppl's life!
I just hope things get better in future in terms of school,work and family.I had too much stress already these days and white hair seem to be cuming out.I don like it.and im getting uncomfortable with my hair.It's getting thicker and thicker.rimas! All i need rite now is to chill out with friends.December please come fast.I want sch to close!
Time check,1.48 am.I'm still in my work's uniform.I havent wash my face,iron my sch tshirt.Ohh god..i need to wake at 7.malasnyeeeee..I hate my life rite now.pfft.
11:59 PM
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Aleeya Adrianna
She's my cutest niece ever.
Yesterday,I went with Yana.First stop,Popeye.Yana was so hungry and I was damn thirsty.We were so full after that.Next,headed to iluma to catch jennifer's body.Seriously Megan Fox is so Hot!I love her eyes,her eyebrow and her lips.So gorgeous.But the story was a bit,i think stupid.hahaha.Time tgh seriousnye part,bole buat joke lagi.hahaha.And paling merepek is that the bff lesbian kiss.That's is so merepek.Tak perlu siol.But overall the movie was great and some part were actually funny.and the song too,"i slap,she slap,you kick,i kick...bla..bla.."hahahaha!lagu merepek sak.Then,I cry abit when the Bf died scene.Sedeh lor.
Then after the movie over,suddenly Yana shouted out of sudden,she got msg from her mum that her sis has just given birth to baby boy!Omg,shocking news sia.Before that,Yana was saying that the due date was on Mon and I was figuring out that the baby will be girl and she would have yana's brother in law's eyes and the rest will be her sister's look.hahahhaha.Confident sey.
Aleeya fall from the bed yesterday AGAIN.I was watching amazing race at my mom's room when suddenly i heard a big bump at my sis's room followed by aleeya's cry.Seriously,mom was outside and we're all were panic.Me and my sis got scolded from mom.After 5 mins later,we're both laughed.Like how many times already sia she want to fall.haha.
Today I spent the whole day doing ermmm,first got meeting at work.But it was like no use.stupid uh.Then my manager gave us to watch free movie.So we watch THIS IS IT MJ.I was actuali feel really cold and bored.No offence but i thought it would showed MJ life from his childhood to now but atcuali it was about his last concert rehearsal.That's all.Then I headed to Yishun to do stupid task from work.haiya,heart pain uh talk bout this.After that,went back home.On my lappy till now. Btw,I bought a new bag and shoe for school as the old one telah dijahanamkn.I love it and can't wait to wear it tomorrow.HEE!
