Last wednesday,I skipped school again.I had menstrual cramp.damn seriously pain like hell.I can't even stand properly.I had my granny to massage my back and the stomach.I swallow like 5 small pills and a panadol.Kepale mabok tak terkate siol.da mcm amek biji sia.hahahaha.

Suddenly,i had this itchness all over my head,ears,fingers and WORSE,my whole face.It' s like my face was stung by millions of bees.The worst face i ever seen in myself.omg.scary seriously,like nenek kebayan.I was crying all the way because i cant stand the itchness and then,i felt tired..my eyes are sogging with tears nonstop.At that moment i felt like god give me punishment like that.=(

Before the stomach cramp,I felt my airhole is getting smaller and it was hard for me to breathe normally.I coughed non stop until the itchness suddenly came out of nowhere.I close my eyes and went to sleep after tired of scratching my fingers.I woke up and everything is gone.no more pain.I felt weird actually.Took an mc and went off to skool nxt day.

Just now,school was normal.I like the timing.Not too short and not too long.After school,went to work.I was feeling tired as usual when lots of customers coming in.When it was time for me to close my counter and go back home,i had to count my float and wait for my manager to do the audit and paperwork.See got shortage or excess.

Then,jus now got this head manager ,sort of la,was doing it for me.SUEY LA SIA!!Mati hidop balek pon,aku benci ni mcm punye org!Do you ever feel so so damn damn angry with someone and then you cant do anything bout it but be patient?!I feel it like the worse ever i had feel it!seriously.Just of small thing,can turn into such a huge big thing!da la lembot,kerek semcm,mulot mcm bitch sial!Pantatla!I feel like killing this man right now!AAAAHHHH!!Bingit!!!Benci aku.Geramnnnyeeeeeeeee aku.

I went back with tears flowing non stop.Never ever in my whole life,I felt so angry with the way this manager taeK! treated me.I felt being look down so low.as low as the ground.
I hate this man seriously.I went back home complaining to my mom.She says just be patient because they have the right to do so.
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Ya allah,sesungguhnye aku bersabar ketahap maksima hari ini.
Astaufiruallahalazim.

9:52 PM

I'm out of pictures.so boring.This one is when i was primary 2.I love to sit with my legs wide open at that time because i feel pain having my legs closed.I always get scolded with my parents when i do this.I have this class photo when i was in kindergarten where all the boys at the back and the girls will be seating in the chair at the front.All the girls were seated neatly with their legs closed except for me!I was at the corner seating with my legs wide open and slouching.hahahahaha!

I skipped school today all because of one stupid bloody skirt!I was getting ready for school and putting on my skirt when suddenly the zip gone crazy.The thing went torn.bodohnye zip.I was so late already and i went to search for another skirt,but it was mia.I was crying mind you.I told my mom and she said,"takkan adek nak nanges je...nnt pegi la alter..nah,nah nnt ibu kasi duet".I was feeling hopeless already. There goes my attendence being wasted.Haiyo..

I'm working later at 6.I'm currently watching shahrukhkhan's movie.I want to sleep but scared later sleep too long then late for work.I havent had enough sleep sia..i woke at 3 am when i heard a loud bump at my mom's room.I was actuali still in dreaming land when i heard baby's cry.I opened my eyes and heard that aleeya fell down from the bed.haiyo.Makin hari,makin besar badan mcm ulat.I lost count already how many times she fall down.hahahhahaha!She have to sleep on the floor already.
Lame2 kepale penuh gn benjol sak.hahahahaha.

I'm so relieved that my stupid bloody korea slideshow presentation will be postponed next week.
Aman hidop aku.=)

10:44 AM

Sleepover at Yana's crib yesterday.We do alot of talking (Girls stuffs),FBing,Blogging,browsing through magazines and then sleep!I had my longest and bestest sleep ever after all that morning wakeups during school time!hahahaha.Then today we spent our time surfing the net,eating and watching hindustan at tv.I cry when there's a sad part.hahaha.

Anyway,I been stressing and worrying lately due to my korea trip project that i had to submit.I have to blog about it and present it at school.I have thousands of photos to upload!Plus the writings and stuffs!Dateline is on the 28!!!aaaaahhhhhhh!I hate last minute work.I get so panic and worrying for nothing!Then i have this enterpreneurship project and have to hand in by 6 nov.Grrr!!I HATE SCHOOL!

And I felt sad that this month pay i get little only because i work only for few days .sho shad onli.I keep telling myself to control my expenses but it's like not working.haiyo!So then i start to like work more days so i get more pay.Like starting from Monday,I work 4 days straight after school finish at 5pm.I hope i can cope with it.

It's been so long since i do closing and i am so so miss working with Azyeza!!Gonna meet her soon.I dont why when she's working,it's like she's brighten my day at work with all the laughters and stuffs.and this helps me from stressing or panicking at work.hahahahaha!=)))

I cant wait for my school holidays at 12 dec.I have so many outings.I loike!I want to be in fun mood and NOT feeling exhausted and boring with school stuffs!LIke Arina once said,"susah skrg senang kemudian..bersabar jelah.."HAHAHAHAHAHHa!So funny when she said like this.kate2 prasang gituloh!
Haix..How I wish it's dec now.

And now i'm currently waiting for my parents and eeya to get back home.They went KL for a short trip.I miss aleeya so much already!!!

I miss you and I cant wait to pinch your chubby cheeks and make you smile!

Till here.

10:55 PM

I just got a call from my manager saying that i'll be working at 2 later instead of 12.Thats mean i'll be going home late.I don like it.Because today is PH and somemore so many new movies coming out.I was surprised that they have the hindi movie,BLUE there.Whatever it is,i'm so happy to go work today because my classmate gf has start working at the same place with me.We gonna work together,yeah.

Just now,I was browsing the newspaper and i took out the berita harian.It was yesterday's paper.The front page says 2 year old kid died after being hit by her mother's bf.What the fish man!Sampai Coma lagi.Ya allah.Tak kesian ke,budak tu baru 2 years old.But the newspaper never tell what cause it to happen.But still it was so sad for the cute sweet girl to died.

Talking bout this,I watch darah with ifa.Ya allah,I was freaking out man!Kau,Yana!!Sebaek kau tak g tgk!Bole jadi gile sey tgk!There was this scene that the mak dara want to kill and eat the newborn 8 mths baby!Then on the floor got so many baby sekeleton.Ya allah,baru baby tau!!Setan betol sak org ni!Then through out the scene,aku tkle dok diam.hahahahaha.

I was sitting on the right,ifa was sitting on the left.This was first tyme we watch movie together.I was hugging,pulling,scratching Ifa's!hahahahaha!tak perasan,because the movie was so buat org suspen and the violent killing and all that!And ifa was trying to move her body more on the her left so that i would not reach her!HAHAAHAH!PANTAT!

It was so scary man!The killing and stuff!and ifa wanted to vomit seeing all the killing!Aku mengucap byk kali when seeing the heads and hands being butchered and stuff!The first few killings,i was telling ifa,i dont want to watch anymore.hahaha.
I was so confident and eager to watch this movie at first.ah skrg ambek kau.hahaha.

Yana,Ena.Cite ni lagi worse that the mist tau.hahahahaha.Last time i watched the mist,i was freaking out too.But this one i was freaking out like hell!hahahahahah!.

Ok till here,sayonara.Happy Deepavali.=)

9:59 AM

Those pictures taken during rozmira's 18th.I had fun taking pictures,games and stuff.Why everytime when it was time to go back home, i felt really boring and fun wasn't enough for me.maybe because school starts already.ya,i think so.

Talking about school,the timetable sucks to the core.Everyday go back at 5pm!!SIAO!The first day already i cannot take it sia!So sleepy man.And the new modules is so omg.getting harder..
I hate it that I have to bare with it.

And today, after break,I felt so tired,sleepy,my head is so heavy.After that,I have 4 more hours to open my ears and eyes.This term,I'm determined to do better.Just now,I was having banking products and services lesson.I was so focus in listening that I get confused and ask qns many times and after that my teacher was targeting me by looking at my face whenever she talks.It's irritating.She talks so fast and sarcasticly.Tak perlu sak.

I want to watch Darah and Jennifer's body!like seriously everyone talking bout it.=))

8:16 PM

I dont know why i got the feeling to blog right now.Maybe because I do too much of facebook.Since i havent been updating,i'm gonna say from a to z.So that for years to come,when i look at this entry,i would remember it because so much things happen on this month.Time flies like a lightning.I'm feel scared somehow.

After the previous entry,about the blogger iftar on 6 sep.I had another iftar with friends on 18 sep.Bought the last minute baju raye.Sadly,when i got home and try on,i don like it.I dont even wear it for this raye.hahahaha.
The first day of raye wasnt so bad at all unlike last years.full of drama and frustration.
First day raye,Red was the choice.

Den the first raye outing with friends on 1 oct.It was fun but last year was much better.I think because some of us were sick.I had this stupid heavy migrane.

My korea trip.

I left Spore on my fourth day of raye to Korea.How sad.At first i was excited.Then things happen unexpectedly.Overall,i tell you honestly,i don enjoy it.I was too eager to go back home.
My first day there,the weather was 13 degrees.At night worse ever.It would be better if i sleep in the oven.

On second day,I had my menses cuming,suay or what sia.I was going to this theme park,and here the stomach paining like hell.I feel like dying down there.When i say pain,i mean like someone stab my stomach like zillions time.and to make matter worse,my head keep spinning and i vomited 4 times.At that very moment,I think of my parents.Tearsdrop and i really want to go back.Then,the night after,the weather is damn cold,i woke up at 3 am,i feel like i couldnt breathe.I can feel like my throat have something stuck inside.I seriously cant breathe.I thought i was going to die and cant make it to go back.I closed my eyes and started to pray.After that,i really cant wait to go back home!

But i have to waited another 5 days.And guess what,5 day eating what?!Octupus and vegetables.Kimchi??just forget it.i can ask my mom to give me cabbage and stuff in belacan inside.NO halal restaurant i tell you.Corrupted sak.I only enjoy my shopping moment.Korea people wear really nice fashion clothes.But they talk loudly and they spilt everywhere.I don noe why.They don have chilli sauce and tak sah kalau takde pork.ugh!

And now,I feel so much thankful that i'm back.Because the next day,there's an earthquake Till Japan there.And Korea was beside Japan.Thank god man.
Gosh next mon,school already.Boring or what sia.Ouhya,I pass my exam with a gpa of 3.3.SyukurAlhamdulilah.

Ouhya,after the first raye outing,i had the second one the next day.Pictures are all at FB.Now,i'm only active at FB.hahaha.

Alright I got to go.I'm going to watch hindi movie with Yana.Cerite,Dil bole hadippa.Latest Rani's film.She's so gorgeous.And then proceed to Mira's chalet.Riwang sampi besok pagi.hahaha.
and a big shoutout to her,

Happy 18th Birthday Dear Gf!
May Allah Bless You.Amin.

12:58 PM